She is gonna be mine!

I was in a crowd the last day 
The people were in a rush and so was I
not sure what is it we were looking for
No goal-no dream; No feelings-no love !! 

I saw many people
Some had beautiful eyes
Others were looking rich
Many had tears in their eyes
and others simply wore masks
I, too, was wearing one
Trying to disguise
Sharing only my laughter,
afraid to show my tears. 

And then suddenly, among all those people,
My eyes saw a Face
She had eyes of an angel
and a smile of rising sun
A body so slender-so perfectly carved,
who would not want to embrace? 

Surrounded by all those people, she shared their emotions
she smiled with them and she wept for them
carrying an aura of benevolence
unaware of ego, vanity, name or fame. 

Kind of a girl I have always dreamed of !! 

From the moment I saw her,
I am breathing heavy
my heart's beating fast!
Got the insomnia again
wonder how long will the pain last !! 

They say i am hell of a flirt, and
Is it same as it has always been?
or are these true feelings this time?
I have no idea what this is! But,  what I do know is that-

SHE IS GONNA BE MINE !!
  
I know I don't have good looks
Ain’t no charm in me, this also is true
Neither can I write nice love-letters to her
nor do I have a six-packs too!
Neither was I born with a silver spoon
nor could I gift her teddy bears too!
So, they keep telling me to forget her-
"It was a dream,you fool! and dreams never come true!!" 

But I keep looking for something
which she might like in me.
Oh! All i got is a good heart and
a desire to be with her and love her till eternity! 

I know it's impossible to reach the stars
no matter how bright, how lovely they seem to be!
But, the only destination for me to reach now is SHE-
-Oasis in the Desert of my life;
the only place where I want to be! 

For now, all I'm left with are
Vague but vivid picture in my mind
of her smile, her fragrance, her charisma and beauty
and screenplays of what I shall talk when I see her again
Shall I be able to tell how I feel and what's my pain!! 

Dedicating this first post of my Blog 'mémoire' to HER !! 

No matter how far she seems to be
I know, my day dreams and sleepless nights,
This ache and anxiety of all the time
shall triumph in the end; and shall win her love 
Oh, Yeah! I am sure of it, that one day

SHE IS GONNA BE MINE !! 
:)

Originally written in November 2010. Re-posted at this blog after merging my both Hindi & English blogs together. 
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